{"id":57670,"date":"2025-09-15T15:09:42","date_gmt":"2025-09-15T19:09:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/?p=57670"},"modified":"2025-09-15T15:09:43","modified_gmt":"2025-09-15T19:09:43","slug":"shin-productivity","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/","title":{"rendered":"How Surviving a Brain Tumor Made Me Rethink My Drive to Achieve"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"has-large-font-size\">From Cornell to my consulting career, I was determined to be the hardest worker\u2014until a severe health crisis intervened<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-cornell-red-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-4f66d45612aaf80d2d77724f720f26a9\"><em>\u201cChime In\u201d comprises brief first-person essays by Cornellians. Do you have a topic in mind? Email us at <a href=\"m&#x61;i&#108;&#x74;&#x6f;&#58;&#x63;&#111;rn&#101;&#108;l&#105;&#x61;&#x6e;&#x73;&#x40;&#99;o&#114;&#x6e;&#101;l&#x6c;&#x2e;e&#x64;&#117;\">&#x63;&#x6f;&#114;&#110;el&#108;ians&#64;&#x63;&#111;r&#x6e;&#x65;&#108;&#108;&#x2e;&#101;d&#x75;<\/a>! <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>By <strong>Michelle Shin \u201919<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-media-text alignwide has-media-on-the-right is-stacked-on-mobile\"><div class=\"wp-block-media-text__content\">\n<p class=\"has-drop-cap\">When people ask me what I do for work, I tell them I\u2019m unemployed. \u201cI\u2019m sorry to hear that,&#8221; they often say. &#8220;Were you laid off or fired by your employer, like many of us these days?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cNo,&#8221; I tell them. &#8220;I\u2019ve been unemployed for almost a year now, due to personal medical challenges.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My responses tend to puzzle the questioner and lead to an awkward silence. On the exterior, I appear to be a capable and confident young professional. <\/p>\n<\/div><figure class=\"wp-block-media-text__media\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"819\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/author-photo-Michelle-Shin-A-819x1024.jpg\" alt=\"Michelle Shin\" class=\"wp-image-58446 size-full\" srcset=\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/author-photo-Michelle-Shin-A-819x1024.jpg 819w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/author-photo-Michelle-Shin-A-240x300.jpg 240w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/author-photo-Michelle-Shin-A-768x960.jpg 768w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/author-photo-Michelle-Shin-A-1229x1536.jpg 1229w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/author-photo-Michelle-Shin-A-632x790.jpg 632w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/author-photo-Michelle-Shin-A-316x395.jpg 316w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/author-photo-Michelle-Shin-A-280x350.jpg 280w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/author-photo-Michelle-Shin-A-140x175.jpg 140w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/author-photo-Michelle-Shin-A-70x87.jpg 70w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/author-photo-Michelle-Shin-A-400x500.jpg 400w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/author-photo-Michelle-Shin-A-200x250.jpg 200w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/author-photo-Michelle-Shin-A-100x125.jpg 100w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/author-photo-Michelle-Shin-A.jpg 1260w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 819px) 100vw, 819px\" \/><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But the truth is that I face significant physical and mental health challenges that are not reflected in how I currently appear and talk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I am an individual who lives with a rare form of brain tumor and has undergone innumerous challenges that not only affect my physical balance, but also spur a constant internal battle regarding \u201cproductivity.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In 2019, I graduated from Cornell with achievements that reflected my strong work ethic and motivation. Immediately afterward, I relocated to Washington, DC, and joined a mission-driven consulting firm that focused on advancing outcomes-driven environmental finance.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>I am an individual who lives with a rare form of brain tumor and has undergone innumerous challenges that not only affect my physical balance, but also spur a constant internal battle regarding &#8216;productivity.&#8217;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>The Cornellian in me strived to be an overachieving, \u201cperfect\u201d employee by working nights and weekends. These long hours paid off with not only a quick promotion but also high regard from the C-suite executives.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But this wasn\u2019t enough. I kept striving for bigger and better\u2014soon joining top-tier consulting companies and earning respect, admiration, and trust from leaders and clients alike.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-media-text alignwide is-stacked-on-mobile\"><figure class=\"wp-block-media-text__media\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"819\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/DSC_0342-A-819x1024.jpg\" alt=\"Michelle Shin sitting on a bridge holding a leaf\" class=\"wp-image-58447 size-full\" srcset=\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/DSC_0342-A-819x1024.jpg 819w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/DSC_0342-A-240x300.jpg 240w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/DSC_0342-A-768x960.jpg 768w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/DSC_0342-A-1229x1536.jpg 1229w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/DSC_0342-A-632x790.jpg 632w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/DSC_0342-A-316x395.jpg 316w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/DSC_0342-A-280x350.jpg 280w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/DSC_0342-A-140x175.jpg 140w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/DSC_0342-A-70x87.jpg 70w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/DSC_0342-A-400x500.jpg 400w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/DSC_0342-A-200x250.jpg 200w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/DSC_0342-A-100x125.jpg 100w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/DSC_0342-A.jpg 1260w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 819px) 100vw, 819px\" \/><figcaption>On East Hill&#8217;s Flat Rock Bridge.<\/figcaption><\/figure><div class=\"wp-block-media-text__content\">\n<p>My 80-hour workweeks allowed me to feel incredibly productive and successful, and I was proud to be a treasured employee. Little did they all know that I was running off of complete burnout\u2014and a rare form of brain tumor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In fact, I live with a tumor so rare that I have been told by my neuro-oncologist teams at Johns Hopkins and the National Institutes of Health that I am an international sample size of one.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>While one could think that this designation would affirm my achievements, I found myself defaulting to the thought of being better\u2014of being the \u201cperfect\u201d sample size of one.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>It wasn\u2019t until last year, when I was undergoing experimental chemotherapy (while, of course, still working hard), that I was forced to slow down and truly reflect on my definition of productivity.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Last year, I had a brain hemorrhage so traumatic that the roots of my hair turned completely white and I lost all of my motor skills. Not being able to speak, walk, or write frustrated the strategic go-getter in me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And amidst this medical chaos, I coincidentally lost my job, which resulted in significant financial strain. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>It wasn\u2019t until last year, when I was undergoing experimental chemotherapy, that I was forced to slow down.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Not only did I have a new status as an individual with disabilities\u2014stripped of even the most basic form of communication\u2014but I was unable to maintain or look for employment. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Against all odds, I am still here\u2014talking, thinking, and <em>moving<\/em>. If my productive pursuits came at the cost of my own self, I had to reconstruct my own understanding of productivity. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>As part of my recovery process, I am learning how to redefine the concept of productivity from optimized work output to better management of time and energy that prioritizes my own wellbeing and happiness.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"576\" src=\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Commencement-Weekend-1_Michelle-Shin-A.jpg\" alt=\"Michelle Shin with a green bicycle holding Commencement swag\" class=\"wp-image-58448\" srcset=\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Commencement-Weekend-1_Michelle-Shin-A.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Commencement-Weekend-1_Michelle-Shin-A-300x169.jpg 300w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Commencement-Weekend-1_Michelle-Shin-A-768x432.jpg 768w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Commencement-Weekend-1_Michelle-Shin-A-800x450.jpg 800w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Commencement-Weekend-1_Michelle-Shin-A-608x342.jpg 608w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Commencement-Weekend-1_Michelle-Shin-A-304x171.jpg 304w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Commencement-Weekend-1_Michelle-Shin-A-152x85.jpg 152w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Commencement-Weekend-1_Michelle-Shin-A-592x333.jpg 592w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Commencement-Weekend-1_Michelle-Shin-A-296x166.jpg 296w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Commencement-Weekend-1_Michelle-Shin-A-632x356.jpg 632w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Commencement-Weekend-1_Michelle-Shin-A-316x178.jpg 316w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Commencement-Weekend-1_Michelle-Shin-A-400x225.jpg 400w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Commencement-Weekend-1_Michelle-Shin-A-200x113.jpg 200w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Commencement-Weekend-1_Michelle-Shin-A-100x56.jpg 100w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">During Commencement Weekend.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>This process has led me to reflect on Cornell&#8217;s founding principle of &#8220;&#8230; any person &#8230; any study.&#8221; I am rewiring my brain to accept that I can and should &#8220;study&#8221; my emotions and myself as a person. Because only I know the full weight of me\u2014<em>all<\/em> of me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So I have committed myself to pursuing a life of full self-expression through the performing arts\u2014attending dance, acting, and improv classes or performances\u2014which are in complete contrast to my consulting background.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p> I have committed myself to pursuing a life of full self-expression through the performing arts, which are in complete contrast to my consulting background.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>I have never intentionally tapped into my creativity before, so being a complete novice in every room has resulted in self-doubt and self-criticism. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But I take a deep breath and remind myself that it is truly a miracle to even show up. That reconstructing my decades-long meaning of productivity is, of course, not a smooth journey.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image alignwide size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"576\" src=\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Washington-Improv-Theatre_Michelle-Shin_August-2025-A-1024x576.jpg\" alt=\"Michelle Shin performing in an improv show\" class=\"wp-image-58449\" srcset=\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Washington-Improv-Theatre_Michelle-Shin_August-2025-A-1024x576.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Washington-Improv-Theatre_Michelle-Shin_August-2025-A-300x169.jpg 300w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Washington-Improv-Theatre_Michelle-Shin_August-2025-A-768x432.jpg 768w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Washington-Improv-Theatre_Michelle-Shin_August-2025-A-1536x864.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Washington-Improv-Theatre_Michelle-Shin_August-2025-A-800x450.jpg 800w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Washington-Improv-Theatre_Michelle-Shin_August-2025-A-608x342.jpg 608w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Washington-Improv-Theatre_Michelle-Shin_August-2025-A-304x171.jpg 304w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Washington-Improv-Theatre_Michelle-Shin_August-2025-A-152x85.jpg 152w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Washington-Improv-Theatre_Michelle-Shin_August-2025-A-1184x666.jpg 1184w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Washington-Improv-Theatre_Michelle-Shin_August-2025-A-592x333.jpg 592w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Washington-Improv-Theatre_Michelle-Shin_August-2025-A-296x166.jpg 296w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Washington-Improv-Theatre_Michelle-Shin_August-2025-A-1264x711.jpg 1264w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Washington-Improv-Theatre_Michelle-Shin_August-2025-A-632x356.jpg 632w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Washington-Improv-Theatre_Michelle-Shin_August-2025-A-316x178.jpg 316w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Washington-Improv-Theatre_Michelle-Shin_August-2025-A-400x225.jpg 400w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Washington-Improv-Theatre_Michelle-Shin_August-2025-A-200x113.jpg 200w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Washington-Improv-Theatre_Michelle-Shin_August-2025-A-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/Photo-from-Washington-Improv-Theatre_Michelle-Shin_August-2025-A.jpg 1600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Performing with the Washington Improv Theater.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:20px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>I am repeatedly challenged to accept and embrace my imperfections\u2014ones that are part of just being one human being in this world. I know there is still a lot waiting for me, and I will always be a lifelong learner as I continue to pursue my creative journey.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Looking back, I wish I could tell my undergrad self that it\u2019s OK to not be the best, the most unique, the most (insert your insecurity) all the time. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I wish I could tell her that it\u2019s OK to prioritize yourself and realize that everyone\u2019s journey is unique\u2014and that one\u2019s definition of productivity can evolve, both during and after Cornell.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong><em>Michelle Shin \u201919 <\/em><\/strong><em>grew up between Milwaukee, WI, and South Korea. She majored in interdisciplinary studies in CALS, with minors in gerontology and in law and society. As a student, she often walked and biked through Tompkins County and meditated in the Botanic Gardens.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>(All images provided.)<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-small-font-size\">Published September 15, 2025<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\" \/>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>From Cornell to my consulting career, I was determined to be the hardest worker\u2014until a severe health crisis intervened<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":68,"featured_media":58531,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"alumni_hub_syml_posts":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[639],"tags":[],"cornell_year_post":[],"post_folder":[],"class_list":["post-57670","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-perspectives"],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v27.2 - https:\/\/yoast.com\/product\/yoast-seo-wordpress\/ -->\n<title>How Surviving a Brain Tumor Made Me Rethink My Drive to Achieve - Cornellians | Cornell University<\/title>\n<meta name=\"description\" content=\"From Cornell to my consulting career, I was determined to be the hardest worker\u2014until a severe health crisis intervened\" \/>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"en_US\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"How Surviving a Brain Tumor Made Me Rethink My Drive to Achieve - Cornellians | Cornell University\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"From Cornell to my consulting career, I was determined to be the hardest worker\u2014until a severe health crisis intervened\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:url\" content=\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:site_name\" content=\"Cornellians | Cornell University\" \/>\n<meta property=\"article:publisher\" content=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/Cornellians\" \/>\n<meta property=\"article:published_time\" content=\"2025-09-15T19:09:42+00:00\" \/>\n<meta property=\"article:modified_time\" content=\"2025-09-15T19:09:43+00:00\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:image\" content=\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/CI-Michelle_Shin.jpg\" \/>\n\t<meta property=\"og:image:width\" content=\"1920\" \/>\n\t<meta property=\"og:image:height\" content=\"1080\" \/>\n\t<meta property=\"og:image:type\" content=\"image\/jpeg\" \/>\n<meta name=\"author\" content=\"Beth Saulnier\" \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:card\" content=\"summary_large_image\" \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:creator\" content=\"@WeCornellians\" \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:site\" content=\"@WeCornellians\" \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:label1\" content=\"Written by\" \/>\n\t<meta name=\"twitter:data1\" content=\"Beth Saulnier\" \/>\n\t<meta name=\"twitter:label2\" content=\"Est. reading time\" \/>\n\t<meta name=\"twitter:data2\" content=\"5 minutes\" \/>\n<script type=\"application\/ld+json\" class=\"yoast-schema-graph\">{\"@context\":\"https:\/\/schema.org\",\"@graph\":[{\"@type\":\"Article\",\"@id\":\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/#article\",\"isPartOf\":{\"@id\":\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/\"},\"author\":{\"name\":\"Beth Saulnier\",\"@id\":\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/#\/schema\/person\/32fea64e8c64bb984ed5809675634100\"},\"headline\":\"How Surviving a Brain Tumor Made Me Rethink My Drive to Achieve\",\"datePublished\":\"2025-09-15T19:09:42+00:00\",\"dateModified\":\"2025-09-15T19:09:43+00:00\",\"mainEntityOfPage\":{\"@id\":\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/\"},\"wordCount\":982,\"commentCount\":4,\"image\":{\"@id\":\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/#primaryimage\"},\"thumbnailUrl\":\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/CI-Michelle_Shin.jpg\",\"articleSection\":[\"Chime In\"],\"inLanguage\":\"en-US\",\"potentialAction\":[{\"@type\":\"CommentAction\",\"name\":\"Comment\",\"target\":[\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/#respond\"]}]},{\"@type\":\"WebPage\",\"@id\":\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/\",\"url\":\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/\",\"name\":\"How Surviving a Brain Tumor Made Me Rethink My Drive to Achieve - Cornellians | Cornell University\",\"isPartOf\":{\"@id\":\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/#website\"},\"primaryImageOfPage\":{\"@id\":\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/#primaryimage\"},\"image\":{\"@id\":\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/#primaryimage\"},\"thumbnailUrl\":\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/CI-Michelle_Shin.jpg\",\"datePublished\":\"2025-09-15T19:09:42+00:00\",\"dateModified\":\"2025-09-15T19:09:43+00:00\",\"author\":{\"@id\":\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/#\/schema\/person\/32fea64e8c64bb984ed5809675634100\"},\"description\":\"From Cornell to my consulting career, I was determined to be the hardest worker\u2014until a severe health crisis intervened\",\"breadcrumb\":{\"@id\":\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/#breadcrumb\"},\"inLanguage\":\"en-US\",\"potentialAction\":[{\"@type\":\"ReadAction\",\"target\":[\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/\"]}]},{\"@type\":\"ImageObject\",\"inLanguage\":\"en-US\",\"@id\":\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/#primaryimage\",\"url\":\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/CI-Michelle_Shin.jpg\",\"contentUrl\":\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/CI-Michelle_Shin.jpg\",\"width\":1920,\"height\":1080,\"caption\":\"An image of Michelle Shin in a frame depicting bells\"},{\"@type\":\"BreadcrumbList\",\"@id\":\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/#breadcrumb\",\"itemListElement\":[{\"@type\":\"ListItem\",\"position\":1,\"name\":\"Home\",\"item\":\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/\"},{\"@type\":\"ListItem\",\"position\":2,\"name\":\"How Surviving a Brain Tumor Made Me Rethink My Drive to Achieve\"}]},{\"@type\":\"WebSite\",\"@id\":\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/#website\",\"url\":\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/\",\"name\":\"Cornellians | Cornell University\",\"description\":\"Cornell&#039;s alumni publication\",\"potentialAction\":[{\"@type\":\"SearchAction\",\"target\":{\"@type\":\"EntryPoint\",\"urlTemplate\":\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/?s={search_term_string}\"},\"query-input\":{\"@type\":\"PropertyValueSpecification\",\"valueRequired\":true,\"valueName\":\"search_term_string\"}}],\"inLanguage\":\"en-US\"},{\"@type\":\"Person\",\"@id\":\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/#\/schema\/person\/32fea64e8c64bb984ed5809675634100\",\"name\":\"Beth Saulnier\",\"image\":{\"@type\":\"ImageObject\",\"inLanguage\":\"en-US\",\"@id\":\"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/321760a8edb5153d2c562bbadd61cc5ebb987bda75fb59074266c35cc35beae1?s=96&d=mm&r=g\",\"url\":\"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/321760a8edb5153d2c562bbadd61cc5ebb987bda75fb59074266c35cc35beae1?s=96&d=mm&r=g\",\"contentUrl\":\"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/321760a8edb5153d2c562bbadd61cc5ebb987bda75fb59074266c35cc35beae1?s=96&d=mm&r=g\",\"caption\":\"Beth Saulnier\"},\"url\":\"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/author\/ess8\/\"}]}<\/script>\n<!-- \/ Yoast SEO plugin. -->","yoast_head_json":{"title":"How Surviving a Brain Tumor Made Me Rethink My Drive to Achieve - Cornellians | Cornell University","description":"From Cornell to my consulting career, I was determined to be the hardest worker\u2014until a severe health crisis intervened","robots":{"index":"index","follow":"follow","max-snippet":"max-snippet:-1","max-image-preview":"max-image-preview:large","max-video-preview":"max-video-preview:-1"},"canonical":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/","og_locale":"en_US","og_type":"article","og_title":"How Surviving a Brain Tumor Made Me Rethink My Drive to Achieve - Cornellians | Cornell University","og_description":"From Cornell to my consulting career, I was determined to be the hardest worker\u2014until a severe health crisis intervened","og_url":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/","og_site_name":"Cornellians | Cornell University","article_publisher":"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/Cornellians","article_published_time":"2025-09-15T19:09:42+00:00","article_modified_time":"2025-09-15T19:09:43+00:00","og_image":[{"width":1920,"height":1080,"url":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/CI-Michelle_Shin.jpg","type":"image\/jpeg"}],"author":"Beth Saulnier","twitter_card":"summary_large_image","twitter_creator":"@WeCornellians","twitter_site":"@WeCornellians","twitter_misc":{"Written by":"Beth Saulnier","Est. reading time":"5 minutes"},"schema":{"@context":"https:\/\/schema.org","@graph":[{"@type":"Article","@id":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/#article","isPartOf":{"@id":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/"},"author":{"name":"Beth Saulnier","@id":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/#\/schema\/person\/32fea64e8c64bb984ed5809675634100"},"headline":"How Surviving a Brain Tumor Made Me Rethink My Drive to Achieve","datePublished":"2025-09-15T19:09:42+00:00","dateModified":"2025-09-15T19:09:43+00:00","mainEntityOfPage":{"@id":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/"},"wordCount":982,"commentCount":4,"image":{"@id":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/#primaryimage"},"thumbnailUrl":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/CI-Michelle_Shin.jpg","articleSection":["Chime In"],"inLanguage":"en-US","potentialAction":[{"@type":"CommentAction","name":"Comment","target":["https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/#respond"]}]},{"@type":"WebPage","@id":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/","url":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/","name":"How Surviving a Brain Tumor Made Me Rethink My Drive to Achieve - Cornellians | Cornell University","isPartOf":{"@id":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/#website"},"primaryImageOfPage":{"@id":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/#primaryimage"},"image":{"@id":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/#primaryimage"},"thumbnailUrl":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/CI-Michelle_Shin.jpg","datePublished":"2025-09-15T19:09:42+00:00","dateModified":"2025-09-15T19:09:43+00:00","author":{"@id":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/#\/schema\/person\/32fea64e8c64bb984ed5809675634100"},"description":"From Cornell to my consulting career, I was determined to be the hardest worker\u2014until a severe health crisis intervened","breadcrumb":{"@id":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/#breadcrumb"},"inLanguage":"en-US","potentialAction":[{"@type":"ReadAction","target":["https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/"]}]},{"@type":"ImageObject","inLanguage":"en-US","@id":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/#primaryimage","url":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/CI-Michelle_Shin.jpg","contentUrl":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2025\/09\/CI-Michelle_Shin.jpg","width":1920,"height":1080,"caption":"An image of Michelle Shin in a frame depicting bells"},{"@type":"BreadcrumbList","@id":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/shin-productivity\/#breadcrumb","itemListElement":[{"@type":"ListItem","position":1,"name":"Home","item":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/"},{"@type":"ListItem","position":2,"name":"How Surviving a Brain Tumor Made Me Rethink My Drive to Achieve"}]},{"@type":"WebSite","@id":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/#website","url":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/","name":"Cornellians | Cornell University","description":"Cornell&#039;s alumni publication","potentialAction":[{"@type":"SearchAction","target":{"@type":"EntryPoint","urlTemplate":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/?s={search_term_string}"},"query-input":{"@type":"PropertyValueSpecification","valueRequired":true,"valueName":"search_term_string"}}],"inLanguage":"en-US"},{"@type":"Person","@id":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/#\/schema\/person\/32fea64e8c64bb984ed5809675634100","name":"Beth Saulnier","image":{"@type":"ImageObject","inLanguage":"en-US","@id":"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/321760a8edb5153d2c562bbadd61cc5ebb987bda75fb59074266c35cc35beae1?s=96&d=mm&r=g","url":"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/321760a8edb5153d2c562bbadd61cc5ebb987bda75fb59074266c35cc35beae1?s=96&d=mm&r=g","contentUrl":"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/321760a8edb5153d2c562bbadd61cc5ebb987bda75fb59074266c35cc35beae1?s=96&d=mm&r=g","caption":"Beth Saulnier"},"url":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/author\/ess8\/"}]}},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/57670","targetHints":{"allow":["GET","POST","PUT","PATCH","DELETE"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/68"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=57670"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/57670\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":58532,"href":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/57670\/revisions\/58532"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/58531"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=57670"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=57670"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=57670"},{"taxonomy":"cornell_year_post","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/cornell_year_post?post=57670"},{"taxonomy":"post_folder","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alumni.cornell.edu\/cornellians\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/post_folder?post=57670"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}